| Location | Bradford |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 09/10/2009 |
| Date of Death | 09/10/2009 |
| Visitors | 2,237 since 16/10/2009 |
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On the 2ND of may 2009 I found out I was pregnant, we were so excited.
On the 12Th August 2009 we found out we were having a little girl we were over the moon, my mum came to the scan with us & as soon as she looked her on the screen she said we've got a little Millie, So we decided to call her Millie Mae.
I felt her kicking at 16 weeks & she was very active morning noon & night, I loved it.
On the 7Th October 2009 we went to our 28 week antenatal with the midwife
I told the midwife Millie Mae hasn't been moving as much the last week but I put it down to been been quite busy, She checked for Millie Mae's heartbeat but couldn't find it, She said she would send me to the hospital for a scan.
On the way to the hospital in the car we didn't say a word,
We got to the hospital & they checked for the heartbeat again, they couldn't find it, So they rushed us in for a scan & our worst nightmare was confirmed, No heartbeat, They showed us her on the screen & said her heart had stopped & she had fluid on her lungs.
I felt numb & in shock, They took us to a quiet room & I just remember people coming & going taking blood test & talking to us, but it wasn't sinking in.
Walked out of hospital brook down in tears.
I had to go back the next day (8Th october 2009) to take a tablet to induce labour, They sent me home said the tablet would take 48 hours to work, I was booked in for 10Th October 2009.
9Th october 2009 woke up had a bit of stomach cramp put it down to the tablet, Hospital said I might get a bit of stomach cramp.
Still had stomach cramp at tea time took some paracetamol went to sleep, Woke up about 8:15pm the pain had got worse but nothing unbearable.
Tops of my legs hurts had to kneel down, Peter started panicking, I wouldn't let him ring the hospital because I thought the pain wasn't that bad to be labour pains.
Mum & sisters come up peter rang hospital said to take me straight in, The pain were every 2 minutes.
Got to hospital sat on bed waters broke, Millie Mae Connell was born 9Th october 2009 at 8:51pm, 2lb 4oz, 28 week 3 days, Born sleeping, She was perfect.
Peter held her first, He couldn't believe how beautiful & perfect she was, Then I held her, I was still in shock, Then my mum & sisters came in & had a hold.
Had to stay in hospital over night, Went home next day feeling empty & alone even tho I had my Husband & family with me.
I'll never forget what one of the midwife's said to me,
she said "GOD MUST OF THOUGT MILLIE MAE WAS TOO GOOD FOR THIS WORLD"
Millie Mae Connell
9th October 2009
Born Asleep
Always Loved
Never Forgotten
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2 Today
I cant believe its been 2 years it still feels like yesterday. hope your having fun on your birthday with Magan, Grandad Connell & all the other Angels. We love you so much. xxxxxxxxxx
♪♫•**•.Angel Birthday Blessings.•**•☆.｡.•*
.......…….HAPPY 2nd BIRTHDAY
…....….....……Millie X
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I cried when you passed away . I cry still today. Although , I loved you dearly, I couldn't make you stay . A golden heart stopped breathing , I Layed my little girl to rest. God broke my heart to prove to me He only takes the best. xxxx
If tears could build a stairway
and thoughts a memory lane
I'd walk right up to heaven
and bring you home again
No Farewell words were spoken
No time to say good-bye
You were gone before I knew it
And only God knows why.
My heart's still active in sadness
And secret tears still flow
What it meant to lose you
No one can ever know.
But now I know you want us
To mourn for you no more
To remember all the happy times
Life still has much in store.
Since you'll never be forgotten
I pledge to you today
A hallowed place within my heart
Is where you'll always stay.
Just For A Moment - by Unknown Author
Our hands have touched, our paths have crossed
A love is gained, a love is lost
Just for a moment I kissed the face
Of an innocent child I can't replace.
Just for a moment a paternal touch
Would say the words that meant so much
A soft caress, the gentle tears
That will make that day last for years.
Just for a moment I held your hand
My broken heart in your command
So much to tell you, so little time
Why were we punished, what was the crime?
They took part of me when they took you away
As much as I loved you, you weren't meant to stay
I gave you a hug that for always must last
As facing the future means leaving the past.
Our souls have merged, I live for you
Perhaps I'm living your life too
I will carry on; I can always stand tall
Because just for a moment, I had it all.
xx
Don’t let them say I wasn’t born,
That something stopped my heart
I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
I’ve loved you from the start.
Although my body you can’t hold
It doesn’t mean I’m gone
This world was worthy, not of me
God chose that I move on.
I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face
You have my word, I’ll fill your arms,
Someday we will embrace.
You’ll hear that it was meant to be,
God doesn’t make mistakes
But that wont soften your worst blow,
Or make your heart not ache.
I’m watching over all you do,
Another child you’ll bear
Believe me when I say to you,
That I am always there.
There will come a time, I promise you,
When you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face and kiss my lips
And then you’ll understand.
Although I’ve never breathed your air,
Or gazed into your eyes
That doesn’t mean I never was,
An Angel never dies
SWEET DREAMS ANGEL
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☆SLEEP TIGHT ☆ ANGEL ☆ KEEP SHINING BRIGHT ☆
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Happy 1st Birthday Princess
It's been a year,
You're memory lives on,
The pain, The heartache,
It feels like yesterday,
We're loving you always,
You'll never be forgot.
Love Mummy, Daddy & Little Brother PJ xxx
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
A Very Special Bear For A Very Special Person
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A SIMPLE HUG
by Johnny Ray Ryder Jnr
There's something in a simple hug that always warms the heart.
it welcomes us back home and makes it easier to part.
A hug's a way to share the joy and sad times we go through,
or just a way for friends to say they like you 'cause you're you.
Hugs are meant for anyone, for whom we really care,
from your grandma to your neighbor, or a cuddly teddy bear.
A hug is an amazing thing. It's just the perfect way
to show the love we're feeling but can't find the words to say.
It's funny how a little hug makes everyone feel good
in every place and language, it's always understood.
And hugs don't need new equipment, special batteries or parts
just open up your arms and open up your hearts.
Please keep this hug going.
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WITH LOVE RENAXXXX
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